this is my own personal take on what goes on in this town.
and believe me i take what i like.
what do you people want from me?
I’m 15 ferchrissakes. AND THESE PEOPLE ARE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME!
Yeah she was in my class. Yeah, I hated those #teammontague boys for being so rilly rilly ridiculously goood looking etc. I’ll even admit to wanting to see them die - which ended up being not the floorshow I imagined in my head but never mind.
[boring, no? where’s the f***ing drama? where’s the poetry? why didn’t we see the BLOOD?! f***ing killjoys ;-)]
but the important thing here is: I GOT A KISS TICKET!!! and because they shut the schools today (we’re all meant to be in shock or sumthing) i’ve got all day to get to London.
I’ve never hitchhiked before. Nan’s a bit worried I’m going to get picked up by some perv. But can’t wait to get out of here. You’ve seen what happens to teenagers in this town. It’s a f***ing morgue. I’m outta here.
wot u kno u kno. ‘nuff said.
aww ok I’ll tell you
I *did* see him tonight. He’s been sleeping rough in the country park a couple of miles out of town. (I have a couple of stash-holes out there if u must know).
He looked like shit. Really tired and beardy - like the murdering junkie from Amsterdam he’s meant to be I s’pose.
He didn’t see me (like I had to tell you that) and anyway he was pretty out of it. For a moment there I thought I might shake him down for some Dutch Gold or whatever he’s got in his pockets, once he was asleep. But do you know what? I actually felt sorry for him. Me getting soft hearted in my old age. A proper Larry. Maybe it was that poem for @mercuteio that did me.
So I left him some turkish delight, a couple of Lambert & Butler, some mags and a bottle of Larry’s orange pills. They’re uppers I think - anyway I got off my tits on two of ‘em with a can of Special Brew. Classy.
You see. I’m warm hearted b****** underneath. I really am. God knows what’s gonna happen to him in the morning. Pretty sure he’s gonna need something to keep him on the up. Who doesn’t?
spillforthchameleon asked: It's Mothers' Day in the U.S. today. What's the nicest thing you've done for your mum?
my mum is dead you insensitive idiot. that’s why i live with my nan. and that’s why i don’t belong in this town.
ok so what is actually going on?
She says she’s now cool about going to Oz having spent most of the day trying to do a Shawshank Redemption act at Cap Towers.
Meanwhile @laurencefriar is leaving cryptic messages all over the place:
I think he may have been taking something a bit stronger then his usual brew. What was it called? Propof-something? Or maybe those orangey pills I saw in his flat. Whatever. He’s obviously got some cunning plan to f*** up somebody else’s life. AGAIN.
I’m just glad it’s not mine.
Check out this weird s*** - http://lfek.wordpress.com/2010/05/10/a-poem-for-j/